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[sid] => 66662
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => completely alone and somewhat insane
[time] => 2004-10-08 22:43:24
[hometext] => i wrote this sooooooo long again and i can barely remember writing it, but i was stoned and my thoughts must have been a little here and there because i just keep going on and on!!
[bodytext] => nothing is beautiful and/exciting i've gotten numb to the point where i can't remember how to spell words maybe somewhere along the path of life my mind somehow slipped away from me only to leave me-completely alone and somewhat insane i turn to the red rose to see the light yet someone took the sun away from the rose and now its a black rose and i can only see the darkness overcoming the light and secreting thinking this is a wonder so cold and empty-i think no one truly cares and care is what i do the least so don't count on me being your friend ill only pretend but in this stage of life sucks i find the comfort that wasn't around ever before so i turn to the black rose and place it on my grave i have already dug because i'm only wasting time until the end the end of the nothing my life is the beginning of the hell i'll doomed to be in someone save me cause i hate life like this in this paranoid state i realize i NEED the change but change can't see the beautiful that it could bring so im stuck in this place-this state of living-and this hell i am doomed [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 43 [informant] => monophobic [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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