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[sid] => 65724
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Depressed Confusion Paranoia
[time] => 2004-09-30 21:58:57
[hometext] => A mix of things I was thinking at the time...none of this really goes together I dont think.....Please comment if you can figure out how any of this fits together
[bodytext] => Empty and alone Cold as stone Dont have a "home" Nothing I call my own What I thought I had was you, Know I know that it's not true I sit in sadness with nothing to do Do you even miss me too? Crying and depressed in my suicidal world Whining and complaining like a stupid little girl I beg for you to help me be, Nothing, Anything, Something but me Its hard to act like something else, When all you want is to be yourself Maybe I should end this all While youre first in line to help me fall Dont you realize how you treat me? Unless youre lost of any feeling, Youd notice how you slowly kill me And rip out anything Id ever be needing. Left inside an empty core, Life like this is such a bore No happiness, and no pain, Nothing to lose, but nothing to gain. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 322 [topic] => 43 [informant] => aallmmhh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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