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[sid] => 65585
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Under Water Again
[time] => 2004-09-29 16:16:57
[hometext] => just another failed suicide attempt... but next time I WON'T fail...
[bodytext] => I sink into the darkness sitting in my bathtub I imagine I am drowning in a pool of my blood I draw in a sharp breath and sink deep under the water my mind races thinking about my death as my lungs start to cave in I bring my self to the surface ****, I've failed again I see my life as if I had already lived it every moment filled with sadness do I give in to my urges to die do I listen to this madness I put on a happy face and go on just on more day so tired of being told to stay [comments] => 3 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 36 [informant] => screwup [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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