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[sid] => 64646
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I
[time] => 2004-09-21 17:39:02
[hometext] => Not to be confused with my brother's poem of the same name, this is my struggle.
[bodytext] => I've asked myself how I've got this gun to my head. I'm thinking that now I might just be better off dead. I feel burdened, like Atlas Like I've got the world on my shoulders. I feel stupid and weak And it just gets worse as I get older. ***** it, I wanna die. ***** it, suicide. ***** it, you know why. You've asked me why I'm so sullen. You've given me a reason to die. You try to help me but it's futile. You try to make me swallow my pride. Life or death is all I've got left now. You've taken my options and escape. I don't know what to do or how to go. I've got no light at the end of my tunnel. Only darkness, destroying darkness Sucking out my soul like the cloud's funnel. I need to let go of all my regrets. ***** it, I wanna die. ***** it, suicide. ***** it, you know why. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 61 [informant] => luna_mica [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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