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[title] => A dead DVD, as ANOTHER present from you!
[time] => 2004-09-15 11:22:52
[hometext] => Today he produced a DVD… it’s by my favourite band, but why would I even want it from him? … So I’ve just chucked the memory on my emotional pile of stains that’s been growing over the years… I DON’T WANNA KNOW! Please commet...
[bodytext] => Ok, I’m confused! “What’s this? Oh, it’s my favourite bands DVD, Oh right, it’s a gift”… … So I’ve got it in my room now, But the thoughts are pacing through head, Why’d you buy it for me? Gosh, I’m feeling dead… Why would I want it? Why would I want it from you? Get it into your head! I don’t want ANY THING from you…! Is this just another act of guilt? Because for 3 years I was sexually abused, By you? And now, some happier walls I’ve built? Is it just another present, Wrapped inside a fake smile, Do you not get it? YOU’RE SICK! … So here’s another present to add to the pile… Look at this pile! It’s built with broken smiles. Grins, Jokes, Computer games. Nasty words. Sexual abuse. A little girl used… Songs… Too many wrongs… My broken tears, And a ton of fears. A thousand slits. Because you gave me some lip… Until I lost my grip. ‘Coz I took all that *****. A run away child. With a temper that was wild. And now here I place, This dead DVD. It counts for nothing Richard! … So just get away from me… [comments] => 1 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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