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[sid] => 63412
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dear Mom
[time] => 2004-09-11 22:05:59
[hometext] => This is to my mother. I'm moving out soon with my daughter and wanted her to know how I felt.
[bodytext] => Dreams are big and hopes are high Better days are to come, this life will become reality instead of a lie. In this life dreamth of happiness all these years Soon becoming reality, good-bye to yesterday's tears. I've tried for so long with this emptiness burning inside What is needed is not found in this house, here it does not reside. The one holding me together allowing me to smile everyday So special to me, but with few words she can say. "Mommy I love you" I can hope is only the start "Mommy I'm proud" one day I hope to hear and would hold in my heart. Leaving a lot behing, but my head up with the road before me shining bright I still know that the road I mush travel away will never go out of sight. On those roads I'll travel for soon you will send Travel the roads of my soon past, I will keep up my end. I hope one day you'll look back and realize I wasn't all that bad I tried hard and made sacrifices in hopes to make you glad. I felt as though you wanted perfection, always focused on mistakes not being able to see One day I hope you'll look back and realize who I was and that I was only tying to be the best especially at being the best mother I could be. I won't say I'll never be like you for in many ways I already am But I will try to do better in the life I lead for my daughter and not be stuck in the same jam. You have done a lot for me and I thank you so much for I love you with all my heart and I think you know the decision you made a long time ago is to this problem the very core. You lost the other a long time ago, screaming inside she's still begging for your love and time She's made mistakes and lost dreams, but when did that become a crime? Your not loosing me, for a real relationship with you, one day I hope could be Your hopes of me looking at your husband as a father can't happen, yet you blame me. To end all this, you will be missed and I love you so much despite your mistakes You've left me with some good morals, but now it's time to start a good life for Cameron and I nomatter what it takes. Good-bye, Goodluck, all our memories dance in my head We'll miss you and call all the time, for now we'll cherish every good moment we have and remembering all the things you've said. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 52 [informant] => tinad1804 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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