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Array ( [sid] => 62904 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Morbid mayhem. [time] => 2004-09-07 14:46:59 [hometext] => I still haven't told any one about me falling out with mum last night... She's acting like every thing's fine, that's all she ever does. I HATE BEING ME!... I wish I wasn't, 'coz maybe then they'd leave me ALONE! PLEASE READ. [bodytext] => I need to be some thing that’s real.
Not just this some cheap nothing that I feel
Others had said to spin my own happy wheel.
… Just tell me how,
HOW CAN I BE REAL?

Morbid mayhem circles at my feet.
Whilst fiery hell blasts more heat.

I need to find some thing to be.
I need to be, other than me.
I don’t like this nothing that I am.
Because this nothing no one under stands.

They think they do,
Despite what I say.
I tell them to leave me alone!
And get out of my face.

But it’s not enough for them,
Because they just don’t under stand!
… So I won’t talk to them.
About why I’m sad…

Where’s the default,
In not wanting to speak.
They do more harm that good!
And they can’t help me any way, ‘coz I’m a FREAK!

Why can’t they just accept it,
And then leave me alone?
But one doctor’s all laid back,
While the other says I shouldn’t live at home…
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Morbid mayhem.

Contributed by deathdrop on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 02:46:59 PM in AEST
Topic: toughstuff



I need to be some thing that’s real.
Not just this some cheap nothing that I feel
Others had said to spin my own happy wheel.
… Just tell me how,
HOW CAN I BE REAL?

Morbid mayhem circles at my feet.
Whilst fiery hell blasts more heat.

I need to find some thing to be.
I need to be, other than me.
I don’t like this nothing that I am.
Because this nothing no one under stands.

They think they do,
Despite what I say.
I tell them to leave me alone!
And get out of my face.

But it’s not enough for them,
Because they just don’t under stand!
… So I won’t talk to them.
About why I’m sad…

Where’s the default,
In not wanting to speak.
They do more harm that good!
And they can’t help me any way, ‘coz I’m a FREAK!

Why can’t they just accept it,
And then leave me alone?
But one doctor’s all laid back,
While the other says I shouldn’t live at home…




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Re: Morbid mayhem. (User Rating: 1 )
by screwup on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 03:03:08 PM AEST
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makes soooooooooooo much sense... I feel your pain. As I've said before, I am here for you, always will be.


Re: Morbid mayhem. (User Rating: 1 )
by TheManagement on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 04:04:33 PM AEST
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i kno exactly how you feel. hang in there.


Re: Morbid mayhem. (User Rating: 1 )
by wild_girl121 on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 04:43:08 PM AEST
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once again i feel that pain too, one doctors right if home is causing this pain and anger maybe ask a friend if u can stay with her ... it might make it better not worse

angie




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