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Array ( [sid] => 62900 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I Slit My Wrist... [time] => 2004-09-07 14:14:27 [hometext] => I haven’t made cuts for exactly for 3 weeks tomorrow, and I hadn’t made scratches for 2 months and 12 days… up until tonight that is! I COULDN'T HELP IT! I couldn't cutall this pressure... PLEASE COMMENT! [bodytext] => A lot of sweat,
Came out of those slits.
And my loss of blood proved,
I just lost my grip.

2 1/2 months of quitting,
Is now buried in the mist!
I can’t quit cutting,
‘Coz it’s what I do best!

I’ve got a shell of a loser.
And a core of hurt.
Why’d you think it would affect me?
All these times you people made me feel like dirt!

All those times I got picked on,
And all those times that I was hit,
To come home feeling knackered.
And still live beside my family’s s****!

Mum, why’d you cover the truth?
How could you sit and lie?
Then give out your love and care,
Whilst I just broke inside!

Then make out that you don’t under stand,
What’s happening inside my head.
Then go crying to the police!
When I run away SUICIDAL and want to be DEAD!

… That was the last reason for why I cut,
And now 2 ½ have gone.
But today I couldn’t live with the ''if’s'' and ''butt’s'',
For if my self-harm went wrong…

And indeed I did cut too much,
I went deeper than I should have done.
But NOTHING can be done now.
So I’ll just have to close up and shut up,
When they see my marks and frown…
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I Slit My Wrist...

Contributed by deathdrop on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 02:14:27 PM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles



A lot of sweat,
Came out of those slits.
And my loss of blood proved,
I just lost my grip.

2 1/2 months of quitting,
Is now buried in the mist!
I can’t quit cutting,
‘Coz it’s what I do best!

I’ve got a shell of a loser.
And a core of hurt.
Why’d you think it would affect me?
All these times you people made me feel like dirt!

All those times I got picked on,
And all those times that I was hit,
To come home feeling knackered.
And still live beside my family’s s****!

Mum, why’d you cover the truth?
How could you sit and lie?
Then give out your love and care,
Whilst I just broke inside!

Then make out that you don’t under stand,
What’s happening inside my head.
Then go crying to the police!
When I run away SUICIDAL and want to be DEAD!

… That was the last reason for why I cut,
And now 2 ½ have gone.
But today I couldn’t live with the ''if’s'' and ''butt’s'',
For if my self-harm went wrong…

And indeed I did cut too much,
I went deeper than I should have done.
But NOTHING can be done now.
So I’ll just have to close up and shut up,
When they see my marks and frown…




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Re: I Slit My Wrist... (User Rating: 1 )
by theMoth on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 02:35:51 PM AEST
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Well... there you go again.
--Mothy


Re: I Slit My Wrist... (User Rating: 1 )
by screwup on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 02:39:47 PM AEST
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this brought me to sighlent tears... I can really feel your pain... for me it has been 1.5days and counting(hopefully). I am trying sooooo hard, but you can understand, I can't stop. I can feel your hurt as it drips of the paper (literally, right?). I will be here for you as your "buddy" always deathdrop. you can always count on me... never to betray you or make fun of you ever.
Deanna
ps- great emotional write


Re: I Slit My Wrist... (User Rating: 1 )
by TheManagement on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 03:54:58 PM AEST
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i know how you must feel. i go through with it too. HANG IN THERE!


Re: I Slit My Wrist... (User Rating: 1 )
by wild_girl121 on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 04:39:14 PM AEST
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hey im sorry,that its like this for you, i used to do too. but once it overdid it and almost lost my best friend, i had to stop it hurt her too much to see me so stressed but hang in there you'll get better.... angie


Re: I Slit My Wrist... (User Rating: 1 )
by Luinil on Tuesday, 7th September 2004 @ 06:23:38 PM AEST
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great description of the feeling that comes with this situation... remember relapse is part of recovery, good luck and stay strong*




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