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[sid] => 62698
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => ~~~suicide note~~~
[time] => 2004-09-05 21:51:37
[hometext] => good-bye...enjoy
[bodytext] => one last time i say good-bye this good-bye is not meaning i'll see ya in a few,i'm gonna go and never come back i hate everyone,i know thats not good these thoughts running through my head so fast nothing is coming in clear enough for me to understand,this is real,i can see you love me but i also see that you hate me as i'm about to hit the ground i will see your face,telling me to get up and i ****** up again its too late we can't go back and erase all the **** i got myself into,this is my suicide note i just wanna die,i don't wanna be here next to you i have to cope with all this terrible ****,i hate my ******* life,no one sees me but me,some days i don't want to these all so similar days and nights will never go away no matter how much i change i could never forget the way i used to be,i was so crazy i was so stupid taking my life would be selfish,but i'm sick and tired of looking in this broken mirror at a heartless little girl so many people tell me this and that,so many people say its up to me.it seems like they could careless as i'm about to hit the ground i will see your face,telling me to get up and i ****** up again its too late we can't go back and erase all the **** i got myself into,this is my suicide note [comments] => 1 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 36 [informant] => savedbydeath [notes] => Moderator 9 bleep words 9/05/04 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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