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[sid] => 62631
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Bad Habits Die Hard
[time] => 2004-09-05 12:26:18
[hometext] => was wrote while I was on a downward spiral....
[bodytext] => My bad habits die very hard, From them I lay wounded & scarred, I will never learn for I am weak, Watch me as I fall off my feet. I drink when I am depressed, All that brings is more stress, That is my way of not dealing With my thoughts as they are reeling. I also swore I wouldn’t cut again, But last night I just couldn’t refrain, Things all came to a head, So I took the easy way out instead. Drinking & cutting, cutting & drinking, When I was doing this I wasn’t thinking, My head was in a thousand pieces, In my shirt there were too may creases. Will I ever be able to stop altogether? Or will it go on until the twelfth of never, Can I find my way out of this maze? Or will it keep me in this unstable daze? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 61 [informant] => pixie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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