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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ironic
[time] => 2004-09-03 21:25:56
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[bodytext] => i slept to be awak of a dream, that really is a nightmare. i came here but found out you were there. i turned on the television, but intend to listen to music. i am happy but i am crying. God, where is he? i find living alone to be cool, but i need someone to be around. i find romantic guys in movies, but i need someone real. someone who really sees me but blinded by me. i need someone great, wonder why i need you? i gasped for some breathing room but ended up, choking. i wanted some space but ended up longing for someone to fill me up. i ran away to get away from you but ended up, walking after you. i said i'm better off without you, but why is it i'm breaking down? i asked God for someone to love, He gave me two. i chose the one who's good but made the wrong choice. i ended up alone when i wasn't expecting God would take them both. i didn't expect, too, that i'd meet them at the same time. i thought they were in the right place at the right time, but it was backwards. why two when i need one? why zero when i chose one? i walked too fast and reached my decision too quickly. i fell hard so suddenly and now i'm getting up. i shake my head to get these thoughts out but still want to keep the memories. i want to forget everything between us but keep remembering you. i try to say goodbye but no voice would come out. no voice would come out clean. i wanted to say the truth. but end up, telling a lie. i slap my mouth when i do this and end up having a wound. i tried to listen to mushy love songs only finding out i won't replace rock songs. i try to be good and charming but find out, it's not me. i tried to be me, only to find out that i'd be losing you. whether i like it or not, you'll never be mine and you'll surely leave. -rae'02. 022302. Saturday. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 2 [informant] => Rae [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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