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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Understand Now
[time] => 2004-08-31 11:02:02
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[bodytext] => I Understand Now August 31, 2004 How you couldn't see before, Callin me on all my issues, Like you had none of your own, But I understand now, When three, when we, Were put into the time of jeopardy, We all had our own things, To go through, To get through, And I guess you never saw me, Make my way through mine. Which explains why you can't see, So now I understand, How you don't understand. I guess you didn't see the changes in me, When I became the withdrawn, let down Version of myself you see. Never noticed how I hollowed, And sat in my heart, Watching the walls beat, Waiting for the real life to start. Never saw how I was aching, And had lost my self, Always wondering when the eye, Of this tornado would come back on itself. I never saw the changes coming, So how could I expect you to? All I what you to know is, There is a reason I am, who I am, today. Because I'm still in recovery, From a pain you didn't see. Still needing the comfort, Still needing to be just me. So now I understand how you couldn't have known, Same as I didn't see anything, Going on outside of me. But since you don't know, I guess i have to tell you, So go back,then, and see The don't question me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Calista [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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