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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => This Smile I Wear
[time] => 2004-08-30 21:42:01
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I sit here... Thinking of you Thinking about the memories we shared I miss them and I miss you Since the moment you said good-bye I haven’t been the same Something’s been missing... It's my smile People began to feel sorry for me They would be afraid to laugh Their smiles began to fade along with mine. So, now this smile I wear I wear it every day Taking it off only When I'm in my room at night Then I let it all out My pillow is wet from the tears I lie there until I fall asleep I just need you to hold me tight I need to hear you say Those sweet words to me just once more So I can take you in my arms And hold onto you forever... I wish I could just leave The fake smile at home So they would all realize My suffering isn't over My heart is still broken Into a million pieces At the bottom of my soul I wish they knew So I could have some comfort So they could tell me It's going to be all right. My life without you Has been so unbearable to live And I hate every second I breathe Because it just proves I can live without you... Only God knows How much I miss you He only knows how much I cry With every tear that falls My heart gets weaker And my hope for 'us' fades. I had so much faith in our love I thought that it alone Could get us through anything People say time heals the hurt But if they lost someone like you They would know- it isn't true You tried to tell me things will get easier With every day that goes by I hate it when I get asked How we're doing I hate to disappoint them And tell them We exist no longer... Please tell me this isn't what you wanted Please tell me what I feel is real Good-byes don't have to last forever Because I know... We were meant to be together [comments] => 1 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 48 [informant] => longforgottenlove [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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