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[aid] => mick
[title] => Today I Wanted To Die
[time] => 2004-08-30 15:33:14
[hometext] => scared to die, and scared to live.......
[bodytext] => Today I really wanted to die,
I no longer have the strength to cry,
Death could be the answer to my prayers,
That have gone unanswered for years.
I brushed right past my friend death,
Felt the cold of his icy breath,
Why didn’t I just take some more,
By now I’d be rapping on heaven’s door.
I do not want to be alive,
Me & my soul can no longer survive,
I should be laying down to an eternal rest,
But the suicide attempt was not one of my best.
I am still here living & breathing,
While my insides are dying & grieving,
To die is not something to be feared,
In it’s rapture I long to be smeared.
I feel that my mind is about to snap,
My exhausted wings have lost their flap,
I’m sick & tired of battling through,
I do long to die, but then I think about you.
Do I stay or do I go?
The answer to that I do not know,
I thought I was strong, but I am weak,
My whole worlds fallen at my feet.
Death is a constant thought,
In it’s midst I find myself caught,
Things have long gotten too hard for me,
I need to set myself forever free.
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[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 2
[ratings] => 1
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => Suicide
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Today I Wanted To Die
Contributed by
pixie
on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 03:33:14 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Today I really wanted to die,
I no longer have the strength to cry,
Death could be the answer to my prayers,
That have gone unanswered for years.
I brushed right past my friend death,
Felt the cold of his icy breath,
Why didn’t I just take some more,
By now I’d be rapping on heaven’s door.
I do not want to be alive,
Me & my soul can no longer survive,
I should be laying down to an eternal rest,
But the suicide attempt was not one of my best.
I am still here living & breathing,
While my insides are dying & grieving,
To die is not something to be feared,
In it’s rapture I long to be smeared.
I feel that my mind is about to snap,
My exhausted wings have lost their flap,
I’m sick & tired of battling through,
I do long to die, but then I think about you.
Do I stay or do I go?
The answer to that I do not know,
I thought I was strong, but I am weak,
My whole worlds fallen at my feet.
Death is a constant thought,
In it’s midst I find myself caught,
Things have long gotten too hard for me,
I need to set myself forever free.
Copyright ©
pixie
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2004-08-30 15:33:14]
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by rhyme_me_to_sleep on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 03:44:22 PM AEST
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I like this one, but before you go......to be absolutely free....you got to look deep inside and really get to know.......otherwise its just running to hide.
Good poem. |
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by sweetangeluk on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 03:46:57 PM AEST
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Oh pixie i do hope this is not true living is so precious.
Sounds like you are going through a really rough time.
I pray you find the inner strength to view life different as things are never as bad as they seem.
Take care of yourself pixie
(((((Hugs)))) for your sadness
Lots of love sweetangelukxx |
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by screwup on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 03:51:35 PM AEST
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Pixie, this is a very heartrenching emotionally powerful poem. It was a beautiful write. You can make it... I know you can... you not only help others with your undying kindness but you pretty much saved me... and you live another world away... you are very strong, and you don't need me to tell you that. You helped me realize that I can make it and fight out this horrible time. Keep your head up, and pm me.
Deanna |
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by Willofree on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 04:00:50 PM AEST
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Your poem expresses your pain and torment quite well. I'm sorry to hear that life for you is so painful. Pain is not always our enemy, however. It can be a motivator to spur us on to making other choices and getting out of a negative mind set. Our faith can be a source of strength.
God Bless
Willofree |
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by deathdrop on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 04:03:22 PM AEST
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oh pixie!!!!
i can't stop you, only you can, just know that you are loved you so many people on this site!
we don't want you to go.
please try to remember that bit!!!
and NEVER forget it!
please PM e i'll always listen, you know i will...!
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by ladyfawn on
Monday, 30th August 2004 @ 09:49:56 PM AEST
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oh sweetie, im sorry your having such a tough time, ive been there myself, and i know how you feel, but im glad i stayed, even through your pain you write so beautifully, you know im here if you need me, btw, we really dont know if we have to do it all over again if we sucseed, do we? big hugs and big love, nessa xxx...
@->>->:- |
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by venkat on
Tuesday, 31st August 2004 @ 12:09:17 AM AEST
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| Aww dear what a trgic write....venkat |
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Re: Today I Wanted To Die
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by Rhei76 on
Tuesday, 31st August 2004 @ 01:00:08 AM AEST
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You did an awsome job on this. I know this.
Actually Mine started out "to scared to live, To scared to die" But you did much better than I ever did. God bless you girl. |
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