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[sid] => 6189
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => torn
[time] => 2002-11-04 14:00:00
[hometext] => i always find myself stuck right back where i told myself i would never be, coming back for more..
[bodytext] => ************************************** torn once again i want the best of everything but i can't have it all and one day i will be perfect but for now i am all i have and it hurts to feel like you aren't there hurts to think you don't tell the truth hurts me to hurt you i need to stop but it is my addiction i have a problem with bad habits i am a mes i need time for me and time to get myself back to where i wanna be and we can go from there, ok? if only it was all that easy i don't want to hurt you but i want everythin perfect again and i can't get over everything i wish i could be good again, or better and i need time to get that way and then make it all good will u let me? be everything i could ever want, what u want? i can't think straight for you, and i need things for me too and as much as i want you i know i need me more i hate the feelings i get when i can't always do the right thing, or what i want life can get scary sometimes and i want to hide but i can't, i have to learn to be me and i need your help, and i want you to understand i love you, but i need some time, and i know this sounds really immature. but this is goodbye for now [comments] => 1 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 32 [informant] => dantoad [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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