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[sid] => 61304
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => She said She WILL Never Accept It
[time] => 2004-08-25 00:40:53
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[bodytext] => We talked for 5 hours about why im depressed You told me your frear of me attempting suicide again You asked me why Im unhappy and i told you why Cause you said you will never accept it So theres nothing you can do, cause you wont even try I told you I care about what you think If i didnt, why would i be so depressed cause you dont accept it? You know im so sad to almost killing myself Still the one this i need the most , you reject You talk about wanting to be the perfect mom, But now your denying me something i need to live Why wont you accept me, no matter what i do? Now i hate myself so much I want to die so much I give up, i cant take anymore Im so alone The friends I have arnt friends at all, Least thats what she said But do they really accept me? Why wont you accept me? Dont you see this pain is killing me? Its killing me! You say you want me to be happy But wont do the one thing that will forever end my pain I hate who i am Now i want to end it myself It hurts so much I cant explain, you dont understand God, someone help me! I cant take anymore But im depressed and alone and thats how i will die 5 hours of talking, and we never got anywhere Except an argument and rejection [comments] => 1 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 36 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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