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[aid] => mick
[title] => MY MATE IS DEAD!
[time] => 2004-08-20 06:05:07
[hometext] => My friend, is a member on this site... so she may not be dead, and since i met her on here i've got no way of knowing! THAT'S WHAT HURTS MOST!!!
Re: MY MATE IS DEAD! (User Rating: 1) by corrupted_minds on Friday, August 20 2004 @ 06:54:17 CDT (User Info | Send a Message | Journal) tears fill my eyes.....stay strong. love always corrupted minds [bodytext] => my mate's dead! don't tell me, to not put the bullets through my head! MY MATE-IS-DEAD! she believed suicide was the ONLY way out. AND I COULDN'T REACH HER! she wouldn'd listen to my shouts... my helpless cries, she just went on that she would die! that was last night! IS SHE ALRIGHT? dunno! but my head hurts so! is she really dead? will i let some truth except. is my mate Harriet, truthfully, honestly, dead? dunno! dunno, how much i wanna know! she WAS my friend... she's always wanted to meet her end, i just coudn't talk her out of it! not this time. we spoke on Yahoo Messanger, we didn't speak in real life. i tried to get through to her, in the best way i could. but she said she was seeing dead people, and that she's never been understood... she asked me, if i get hallucinations. i said no. i've the dead people in dreams, but other-wise no... she was saying i'm like the rest, and she wouldn't let my words get through. I DID MY BEST! ... but in the end, she had to go... and i was left crying, staring at the computer screen, "YOU'RE GONE AREN'T YOU?" i wrote, but no reply, came back to me... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 216 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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