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[sid] => 60783
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Confusion
[time] => 2004-08-20 04:48:44
[hometext] => its pretty self explanitory
[bodytext] => I have lived my life, No one really knowing, Me or how I feel. Tell today, My friend realized, The pain in my soul. I have hid the pain, For so long, That it is apart of me, It grows with me, More each and every day It keeps me from being truly happy, From love, Even true friendships. I push the closest people, In my life away, They way I could be truly happy. I scare some people off, I turn on some, Then there is a select few, That I actually still have as friends. I live a confused life, Not knowing what’s going to happen. Even if I can keep the act going. I make people think they know me, Even though they have no clue. My best friend can’t even tell, When something is truly bugging me. I put on a smile, Hide the pain, The messed up feelings, The confusion. I have gotten so bad, That I don’t even know, If I will trust anyone, Even truly love someone, Show someone my true emotions. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 250 [topic] => 48 [informant] => oreo_kisses [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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