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[aid] => mick
[title] => Im Already Dead
[time] => 2004-08-19 15:26:38
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[bodytext] => It built up inside me then i broke Erupted with all the anger, confusion and depression inside I hardly cried, instead I wanted to stab myself Over and over again, till they see what they're doing to me But I take it slow, not much blood will flow I wanted to die, I cried out to myself "I wish you were dead!" I am dead, I hate you, I swear to god I hate you so much I cant help anyone I love, Its my fault they hurt Its always me, my fault. You worthless *****, I wish you die I cant help them, and they cant help me When I need someone theres no one there Or no way to get to them, So Im ***** anyways Cause Im already dead Your right mom, you ****** up, and failed me Stop telling that, I know it, And dad stop blaming me Saying its my fault shes depressed You cant make me cry or feel bad Im shutting down, giving up all emotion Cause Im not alive, but already dead Im dead inside, Im sick of it, I want to die I just dont have the balls to do it Im weak and worthless But Im dead as hell and im not gonna take it anymore Stop saying its wrong, Im Me! Dont tell me its not reality for parents to accept their gay kids Your killing me inside Its to late cause Im Already Dead [comments] => 1 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 13 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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