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[aid] => mick
[title] => You Dont Know
[time] => 2004-08-16 22:58:17
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[bodytext] => When you say those things to me I feel deep shame ABout the way i look and dress About who i am, what i am All my self hated reappears And comes with all these tears You make me want to die, so i cut I cant be perfect, thats what you want For me to get straight A's, To be popular And like guys You dont know me You dont know what people do and say to me Why cant you be understanding And forget your selfish thoughts You dont know the loneliness, fear and depression Ive been hurting so long to keep this is a secret You dont know the self hate and shame That im disgusting and a failure You dont know what its like to be me I need a mothers love and acceptance And i was left hurting and wanting to die From all the times everynight i would cry You dont know what he did to me The way he hit me and kicks me And throws me to the ground And beats me with his words You dont know how much i longed for one friend Just someone to understand, someone to talk to Cause i cant be around of talk to you You do know how depressed a became And that i tried to kill myself over it ANd still I get no acceptance or understanding Just your hate Now suicide Im again starting to debate It will be my fate No one can save me now, Its to late,..... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 61 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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