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[aid] => mick
[title] => Falling Away.
[time] => 2004-08-14 07:46:46
[hometext] => My last poem posted was called "Emotional Abuse". Thanx for every ones comments, but there was alot of mixed views. Sorry about that. I didn''t want people to argue. Read this one. Then you''ll see how much my mum hurts me emotionally. Please comment.
[bodytext] => My heart, Is a pit of mistakes. My life, Has never been OK. I reach for your hand, But I find my-self falling away. You turn your back, But don't close your eyes. You still hang over me. Colder than night. You often ask, If i'm alright. Too many times, We've had a verbal fight! Other times, You squeez me tight. Suffocate me! In your arms of cold light. You wonder why I bounce Why I want to die! You talk to me, With your motherly look. Your sociable, You like to cook, Read books... But you often emotionally, Toy with my head. When I used to cut, You'd turn away, Neglect. You'd leave me, To get on with it. You'd forget... Then ask me how, I've got these scares. Staring directly, At my marks. Then try to hug me! And say how much you care! STUFF YOU MUM! You're not really here. You're only here for me, When you want to be! But when I run away from you. You do exactly, What I don't want you to do! You report me as missing. Saying you don't know why i've run away. Even though you do! You make my life a sick game. You twist with my head. You twist with my brain. Emotionally **** me up! You burn me with emotional flames!!! You burn holes, Straight through my brain!!! So I sit down in the police station, Copper in front. With them saying how much you love me! Them acting so blunt! But I can't tell them, What you do! Because they'll only take me back, To get more trouble off you! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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