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[sid] => 59878
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Trigger in my Mind
[time] => 2004-08-12 12:52:16
[hometext] => I wrote this a while back when I was feeling kinda suicidal....
[bodytext] => I stare off, Wishing you were here with me. I want a release, To no longer feel the need to flee. I look for an answer, In you but can not seem to find one. I wish to pull the trigger, And of this pitiful life be done. I can feel myself weaken, Under the influence of your lies. I sit and I plead, Why will you not let me pull the trigger in my mind? I wonder why, In you I feel this burning vanity. I hug my knees, Wondering if what I feel is only insanity. Why oh why, Will you not release me from this bind, And let me pull the trigger in my mind? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Indecisive [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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