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[sid] => 59656
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => tired
[time] => 2004-08-10 20:08:51
[hometext] => i suppose this should be depressed poetry... but that's not a catagory.... it's bad... but i can't seem to want to try.... sorry
[bodytext] => confused and hurt trapped inside with no way out and no way in broken and cold bled dry of everything tired of being kind tired of apologies tired of being the one to always say them first tired of not meaning it tired of everything no one asked me to write down how i feel no one told me i seem sad no one told me i cry too much no one saw and no one sees it's not that hard paranooid not quite delusional caged in my own mind tired of saying no tired of saying yes tired of getting up tired of eating tired of waking accomplishing the pointless no one notices how i'm not scared no one notices how it hurts no one sees that this isn't normal no one sees that i've become detatched no one sees the incessant ache no one has no one will living their new lives through me pushing mistakes because everybody seems to make the same mistakes twice even if they call them mine mad when i won't make them everyone seems to want someone to hurt i seem to be the one to be receiving everyone seems to want to throw caution to the wind i seem to be the one to feel the consequence limp heavy falling waiting for the day when i go to sleep and finally don't wake up [comments] => 3 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 32 [informant] => InnerBeautyQueen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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