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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Something I wrote when I was high
[time] => 2004-08-02 08:27:44
[hometext] => not sure what this is!
[bodytext] => Stoned, I peeked over reality's edge, and suddenly you appeared. No words, no look, no knowing glance, but for you I held deep fear. Cause you, knowing me like no other, shove my failures in my face; leaving scars all inside of me and then, you vanish without a trace. But, I feel you still. You never leave me alone. Though you're gone, have left, through my demons you take hold. Never letting me forgive myself. Taunting me with my own temptation... Luring me with false promises... into confusion...my dead love's grand illusion... And it hurts so much to know you can still make me feel small, stupid, and ugly. My own hatred-for myself- so unreal. So, why do I let you do this? You do it all the time... I can never get away from you... always in my unforgiving, wasted mind. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 43 [informant] => emeraldeyes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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