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[aid] => mick
[title] => She Lives In Nothing!
[time] => 2004-08-02 05:07:49
[hometext] => This is an angry, emotional, and suicidal poem. I broke last night! I just cried and cried. She thinks it's ALL about her! she thinks she's in pain! Maybe she should step into my world... Then she'll see what pain really is!!!!! Please read this one.
[bodytext] => Sitting at home again tonight, Tonight is just another night, When i'm not! Allowed out late. You say I gotta build trust, When it's YOU that makes me into this state!!! You tell me I do "crazy things", But I only DID them because of you! Because YOU mad eme crack! Because YOU! pushed me through! It's not about, You not letting me out. It's about, You stressing me out! Making me shout!! Then you turn round. Calling me stuff, Pushing at me, Making me blow up! You drain me, Until i've had enough!! Until my head, Just goes all hazy. And then I break! And YOU CALL ME CRAZY! You did that just now, And let it all be about you! "I don't trust you, Rosie, You push me through". So tell me mother, What the *** are you, Going through? Shout at me mother! 'Coz YOU know you break me! Abuse me mother! Mentally drain me! Then turn round mother! Turn round and go blabbing. Run off to the police, Report me as "missing". I'll go some place, I'll be found dead. Then you can cry mother! Because I *** UP your head! Then you'll have an excuse, To know what pain really is! What you feel is nothing! What I dream is "living dead"! What I see is you! What I feel is hate! What I think of is suicide! Because you're just crushing me Back into a state! ... Tonight, Is just another night. A night of stress to add to the list. Tomorrow, I will just cry again at night. Because I can't take any more of this!!!! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 6 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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