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[title] => Betrayed
[time] => 2004-08-01 14:44:51
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[bodytext] => It should have been only a fling A one night stand A result of years of curiosity Proof of what I am not missing I was supposed to see the truth That the one I am with is the only one for me Yet fate can be so cruel For now my life is in upheaval I learned something about myself I learned a little more of who I am I tried to incorporate that into my life But my husband is not the other man I love him with all my heart His pain I cannot bear After the initial betrayal My life I tried to take Thought a lesson here I learned Never again would I stray Yet day by day the yearning grows Its harder every minute to ignore Its not the feel of another’s arms I don’t want intimacy It’s the control the other has over me My total surrender I cannot find the words to explain Daily my strength leaks from me Sadness holds me down As tears dry that can never be shed I dwell upon my past mistake Its only been a year next month The feelings I experienced than I cannot replace I betrayed my husband I betrayed the other And even to this day I am betraying myself [comments] => 1 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 32 [informant] => mercedes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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