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[sid] => 57483
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Blowing Under Pressure!
[time] => 2004-07-25 01:45:17
[hometext] => Not written today. When it was written i was so stressed i felt like i was going to blow up. Every got too much for me and i just couldn't handle it any more. I was so low... Please read this one. i think it's good, but tell me what you think!
[bodytext] => Scars mark my body. The make me feel so ugly. They make me feel so stained. Emotionally and physically drained Nothing holds back, Againsts the dark. I'm turning black. Nasty at heart. It made me rip through out, My crimson layers. Until i fought back, I was one of my emotional slayers! God cursed me apon this earth, So i could sit and rot. So here i am feeling like dirt. Often wishing i could be shot. I last cut, 5 weeks today. And i've been left with nothing much, But more emotional stains. I went up on a roof, A week tomorrow. Intension to jump. As i am so filled with sorrow. Only, i didn't. Only, i found i couldn't not! I'm such a failure! Becuase i couldn't jump off... I've a shell of anger, And verbal abuse. I don't mean to get agressive, But they like chewing at my fuse. I'm under so much pressure! I can't take this heavy load! I may be under loose measure, But i'm about to exsplode!! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 290 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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