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[sid] => 57056
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Did anyone ever stop to ask me?
[time] => 2004-07-21 13:44:37
[hometext] => im sorry if this upsets anyone in anyway. i needed to write and i also needed to share my pain. this is barely an expression of the way i feel.
[bodytext] => I’ve let part of my heart go, But sorry to make you feel low, As it is another, Yes I have another lover. I did once love you, but I love him more, I’m sorry if this makes your heart feel sore. You want me to be honest, So you need to adjust. Accept that I cannot give you that second chance, So please don’t make another advance. You think you know what makes me happy, Has anyone ever bothered to stop and ask what makes me happy? You all assume your way is best. But you all make me ***** depressed. You all wonder why I have scars on my wrists. Should I start with lists? Yes I have many reasons. Listening to you just makes my heart darken. I apologise if you think this stupid. You just can’t believe I was hit again by cupid. You say you saw true happiness in my eyes. Did you even hear the unhappy sighs? Because of you pushing me to take a risk. Your just not the right risk. When I said I was not in a good state of mind my wrist you grab first. Thinking the worst. There were no more cuts to at to the scars. Yet now there are more to turn to scars. You put me in this state once more. Just as before................. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 61 [informant] => little_genna [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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