Into The Dusk
Contributed by
binkcaesar
on
Tuesday, 20th July 2004 @ 07:16:02 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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At last, I feel free from my pain,
Don't ask me how, the whole concept is arcane,
When I was confused, depressed, lost,
I would have done anything for this feeling, no matter the cost.
But now, I see that made up these emotions,
To have a sense of control.
And now, I see that I am nothing,
But the sole owner of an empty black soul.
Maybe its me or this pill, mescaline
Talking to you now.
Whichever, doesnt matter,
My view has been shattered,
And nothing could make it worse.
I brought this on myself,
Knowing it wouldn't help, but willingly accepting the curse.
I wont kill myself, dont worry about that,
For that is the easy way out.
No, i shall suffer through life, and sob in my death,
Knowing that it could have all been avoided, beyond any doubt,
If only I hadnt wanted so much,
The apparent pain, the invisible love,
That constricts until you just have to shout.
And shout I did, and will continue to to do until someone gives me a chance.
A chance to remove from my throbbing vein, this sybiotic lance.
And now, I shall sleep once more, tonight,
Knowing more than I ever wanted to know.
Yes, the night is too dark, and the day is too bright,
So, into the dusk I shall go.
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2004-07-20 07:16:02] (Date/Time posted on
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