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[sid] => 56869
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Balls Of Darkness.
[time] => 2004-07-20 04:08:28
[hometext] => Some thing written a while back even though I haven’t cut in over a month, I still have the pain inside me... and I still get the nightmares!
[bodytext] => Balls of darkness, Live in me. I’m almost consumed. This is me. I’m a shadow, But I don’t want my eyes shut! But here I go, With each drop of blood... Consumed in darkness, Standing alone. I’m another face in the crowd. Another child on her own. Cutting is nice, It brings strong release. But I know I need to quit, Because it's really breaking me. I am rotting away, Slowly by the day. Self-harm in great. But it stresses with my brain! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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