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[sid] => 56771
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[aid] => mick
[title] => emotionless
[time] => 2004-07-19 13:14:31
[hometext] => (please read)....when you cant feel and the only way to express what you WANT to feel is on a blank screen...its that wich destroys me...
[bodytext] => i lay on the soft earth the dirt clumped to my feet the soil perfumed around my body the grass a cover the flowers a pillow my head so soft i dont crush them they cry for me because i cannot the moon shines down the misty night the star light dances and the fairys sing out in agony just for me my eyes dry and dont blink my heart stone my soul ice my head empty no thoughts no feelings i sit up and i prick myself on a stone my blood isnt red its blue dead and lifeless it drips slowly out my vein i dont bother to ease the flow the stains are individual mistakes in my life the blood rain dirt smuthered over my body i lay back down and stare up feeling useless no-one to comfort no-one to comfort me i lay awake and dream of love never have felt this feeling before its like not knowing what a kiss feels like but when you experience it u'll never forget ...well i'll never remember and there is nothing to forget and i stare at the sky hoping and wishing it would collapse and suffocate me but all i do is lay emotionless on the ground [comments] => 2 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 39 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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