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[sid] => 56765
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => goodbye
[time] => 2004-07-19 12:40:31
[hometext] => please read...thanks:)
[bodytext] => goodbye is just a word explaining how i say it is in words i love you can be said and memories of it come flooding back so there is no need to explain love but goodbye... yes goodbye is harder,more difficult no-one says goodbye before their ready so there's no need to say it but in my case i do you see im sick of being, sick and tired of waiting for my health to re-new my spirit to be full the cancer to be cured i feel like my mind is old and tired but when i look at my reflection i havent aged a minute,a day,a month,a year... i want to die im tired im lonely iam the ever lasting the emortal the light lingering in the dark i lay awake ungulfing the dusty air oxygen tastes toxic surging through my body killing me but not quite finishing the job ....i dont think i ever will actually die im all alone in this world nothing surviving except one the night comes,even though it seemd dark anyway and for the first time i feel tired and sleepy i close my eyes and i see...see the light once again and i remember...my first sight,my first words,my first steps the first glimpse of the outside world it all comes flooding back,like love and i breathe in one last time and the air tastes fresh and fills me with life and i feel alive and ready to fade i can feel my spirit leaving i can feel the darkness fading and the light guiding me and i can feel me...actually...dying goodbye.... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 62 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => spiritual )
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