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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => IF I STAINED YOU I’M SORRY.
[time] => 2004-07-18 15:50:06
[hometext] => Another for the security guard. I can’t see him reading it some how, but still… I thought I deserves a place up here. If you don't read it i don't care, but if you do please comment.
[bodytext] => You looked so teary eyed. I wanted to reach out and hug you. You said you thought I was safe from myself I felt like a disappointment to you. Sure you barely know me. But it feels like we’ve met before. I don’t know why I’ve got that feeling! But makes me feel so raw. I don’t know why I like you I guess it’s because you care. I know that I hurt you! That’s why I want to disappear. I can’t begin to think of how much I must stain you. But please don’t think I do it just because I feel like it… You moved on and walked away from me. That’s why I felt like *****! Then, today, you did the same thing! That’s why I just gave up. I wanted to say sorry, But when I turned you’d just walked off! Before that I spoke to you. While I was being held and hand cuffed by the police, You kept your head down while I shouted at you. As I stood I felt my self break. I was shouting because I was breaking inside! I was saying the truth, not spitting out lies! People don’t help me, they leave me to rot. I know you care for me, but it’s not enough! When you go in a cell you’re treated like your cracked! There was no sweet stuff; I promise you I was smacked! But hey, it’s the twisted girl’s, word against the coppers, So who would you trust, ME or the OTHERS? I don’t make big things, I can’t see the use. Bottom line, is that I’m the broken fuse. So think what you like, I’ve only heard it all before! I’m sorry if I stain you, but I still feel so sore!!! I’m haunted because I see you, Some places that I go. I’M A MUCKED UP LITTLE FREAK! Yeah, I know… [comments] => 3 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 50 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ApologyPoetry )
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