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[aid] => mick
[title] => Can't Help Myself (this time)
[time] => 2004-07-14 22:56:26
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[bodytext] => I can't help myself this time again. Can't tell no one what's going on in my mind I can't help but wonder is they'd understand or just abandon me. If they'd leave me here, crying.....close to dying Fallen away; it seems too hard to keep up and stay Crying in the night; to hide my face and me kept out of sight Don't want to go Don't want to know Kept in a secrecy place To run and hide from my disgrace Can't keep what’s mine Can’t help myself this time. I don't know what I'm doing here I'm being chased by all my childish fears Forget what my life means; hide away the meaning Be lost forever in a quiet place It's leading my away and I don't hesitate It steals my everything and keeps me crying Can't help myself this time [comments] => 1 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 48 [informant] => drummerchic18 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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