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[sid] => 55764
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Look what you did
[time] => 2004-07-11 21:45:22
[hometext] => i'm not suicidial this is just how i was feeling one night
[bodytext] => I can't take it anymore I want the pain to go out the door It's not fair all the ***** I have to deal with Gosh why does it always happen to me I want to end it there's no point Find a knife, find a gun, even some pills It's not worth it anymore Who needs a life when it's not worth living Where are those pills give me them all Drink the cold pepsi as the whole bottle goes down my throat Feel the numbness come and laugh a bit Walk woozy to my bed and lay down See the pictures on my shelf of my so called "friends" They don't need me I'm just a piece of ***** Tears start to fall now I think of all the pain you caused me Your the reason I'm doing this Happy now I'm gone from your life I'm going to erase you too but I have to erase everything then See what you did to me! I hate you! The pills kick in I start to freak I pray God will understand Feel the pain leave my body Finally I say Soon I feel like I'm flying I turn to see him shaking his head.... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 36 [informant] => farmtowngirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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