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[aid] => mick
[title] => falling
[time] => 2004-07-09 15:03:19
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[bodytext] => im falling im failing in everything i dont know whats right no more i dont seem to know how to breath even or eat because im dead i dont realise i killed myself untill i ended up in hell where the devil plays with my mind and twists my bones round his little finger i dont want to be the one the one he chooses the one confused and longing to really DIE i try to catch my breath but its already ran i havent got a choice the angel fading inside of me screams out to fly i suffocate the pain with his laughter i dont want to fight back and this is how it ends my voice vanished it will never be alright im hoping ill be an addict soon so i can long for his punishment the wings that hung aling side me are ripped on the ground my halo that floated so high is broken in two my aura that protected me has been sliced through my glitter filled eyes are sucked of all light my skin that was so clean is mingled and dirty my feet that didnt touch the burning road now cling to the ground iam a mess a sign for all to see obey your wishes make me whole make me part of what i loved i never want to die down hear i dont know how i got this way it'll never be alright so im picking up my sins and praying with all might that falling isnt my time it wasnt right inside i realise im the one thats lost why cant i scream now im ending my mess and im breaking my thread tearing through and i open my mouth and all the light thats left evapourates and im free from falling [comments] => 2 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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