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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => A Fragile State Of Mind
[time] => 2004-07-08 17:25:08
[hometext] => A point in my life where trippin was what got me through.
[bodytext] => There's only so much I can handle. These blue and pink emotions haunting my dream, a nightmare in disguise. People become blurred as I paint my world with sadness. For the first time, I don't want to be the artist. Throw away the paint brush, wash away all the unused paint. Colors overflowing, colliding with each other. I walk around these hallways, feeling so lost and confused. I want someone to reach out and grab me, break my endless fall. Swallow this bottle of pills to take the pain away. This empty feeling deep inside, bottled up for so long. Eyes become glazed, my senses slow down as the pills release their magic. This is my natural high. Now I am safe. Able to bathe in the pools of sunlight that trickles through the window, warming my once so lonely soul. This is my natural high. A fragile state of mind. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 229 [topic] => 66 [informant] => avriljunkie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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