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Array ( [sid] => 55307 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Feeling suicidal again. [time] => 2004-07-08 13:26:30 [hometext] => I broke right in half today and felt like killing myself again. I knew I wouldn’t be able to, but I wanted to do it like hell! These were my feelings. I wrote this in school. When I did dobb, and then after I was threatened that they’re going punch me... [bodytext] => Why am I here?
On this god forsaken earth.
Why do I ***** live?
When I feel like dirt.

My arm is scarred.
My head is mucked.
This page is blurred,
My tears won’t stop.

Suicidal thoughts,
Are flowing through.
I wanna walk out,
And slit my wrists too!

You don’t understand!
And I WON’T dobb them in.
Because it will all come down on me,
In the end!

I haven’t cut,
For almost 14 days.
Giving up isn’t simple,
It’s just mucking with my brain!!

Being back here,
Is too much to take.
The pain’s always here.
… SUICIDE WOULD BE GREAT!

But I won’t walk out,
Since I’ll only be found.
But while I sit here,
Things are spinning around.

I’m crying so much inside,
As I break.
You say you care.
But it’s more than I can take! [comments] => 5 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )

Feeling suicidal again.

Contributed by deathdrop on Thursday, 8th July 2004 @ 01:26:30 PM in AEST
Topic: Suicide

Why am I here?
On this god forsaken earth.
Why do I ***** live?
When I feel like dirt.

My arm is scarred.
My head is mucked.
This page is blurred,
My tears won’t stop.

Suicidal thoughts,
Are flowing through.
I wanna walk out,
And slit my wrists too!

You don’t understand!
And I WON’T dobb them in.
Because it will all come down on me,
In the end!

I haven’t cut,
For almost 14 days.
Giving up isn’t simple,
It’s just mucking with my brain!!

Being back here,
Is too much to take.
The pain’s always here.
… SUICIDE WOULD BE GREAT!

But I won’t walk out,
Since I’ll only be found.
But while I sit here,
Things are spinning around.

I’m crying so much inside,
As I break.
You say you care.
But it’s more than I can take!

Copyright Â© deathdrop ... [ 2004-07-08 13:26:30]
(Date/Time posted on site)

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Re: Feeling suicidal again. (User Rating: 1 )
by pixie on Thursday, 8th July 2004 @ 01:30:13 PM AEST
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awww *hugs you* this is awful, I once was there where you are now and it has been hard but I pulled through and I know you can too, your poem shows strength as you can write about it....

pixie xx

Re: Feeling suicidal again. (User Rating: 1 )
by darkfairy1188 on Thursday, 8th July 2004 @ 11:23:19 PM AEST
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i know where you're comming from. it helps me to write about it.

~Darkfairy1188

Re: Feeling suicidal again. (User Rating: 1 )
by clowns_can_burn on Friday, 9th July 2004 @ 04:38:19 AM AEST
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i can honesty relate. suicid just always seems so much easier doesn't, but that doesnt mean its right. with me, i have a real problem with cutting, but in the end i just end up with scars and the same problems...i guess what i am getting at is dont...dont do it

Amanda

Re: Feeling suicidal again. (User Rating: 1 )
by mlcarter369 on Monday, 12th July 2004 @ 04:25:17 AM AEST
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everyone feels like suiside is the way to go no one can say they havent thought about it i like how you wrote anbout it u said what people think

Re: Feeling suicidal again. (User Rating: 1 )
by 20deep on Wednesday, 30th May 2007 @ 11:35:21 AM AEST
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Keep doing wat your doing now...take those painful thougts and put them on paper...I mean i really like this poem cause its real....and you cant really fake being true to words on paper...write another one stronger that this one...il look foward to it some day...as i am now one of your fans....

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