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[sid] => 5496
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => What am I to do?
[time] => 2002-10-23 16:15:00
[hometext] => I just really need to vent so i wrote down all of the things going on in my head
[bodytext] => My friends all hate each other
And I hate some of their friends too They all are starting to forget me It makes me think I don’t exist My new friend stopped hanging out with me Now her old friends took her back Shouldn’t I be p*****? I’m depressed Sadness, sorrow, and grief My self esteem has been cut in half with one swift cleave I hate being alone Despite the fear of large groups of people I’m prone What am I to do? I can’t concentrate But I have to get through school My problems steal my mind When I space out I’m very hard to find I want out! I want out! I want out! I’ll never get out this prison of doubt RAGE! RAGE! RAGE! I hate the world but more so myself I’m so sick of this town I’m saturated by its smell This place is a monotonous hell. My problems have been amplified by my current state Weakened by anger and feelings of hate. I just don’t know how much more I can take. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 21 [informant] => notbagheadx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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