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[sid] => 54728
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Do You Know What Pain You Brought?
[time] => 2004-07-04 11:33:53
[hometext] => The bit about the pool of blood isn’t true in real life. It’s just another nightmare that I have. I didn’t cut after I wrote this. It took enough out of me, so please take the time to read this. This is to the security guard. I don't know his name.
[bodytext] => Why didn’t you let me go? Do you know how I feel now? Why couldn’t you just reject me? And saved me some questions, some frowns. It’s such a mucked up feeling, Being back, with in these walls. I just stare up at this white ceiling. And now I gotta stand, not fall. There’s no way I’m healing. Blood surrounds me in a pool. I close my eyes, And see others dead. Is it a trick of the eye? Or a trick of the head? I just know that what I’m feeling. Is I’m gonna finish this and then spill red. You were only doing your job, But I really wish I was DEAD! The pain is surrounding me, and laughing hard. I’m so scarred. So alone in the dark. There’s only so much, I can find meaning for. The rest is blurred, it’s painful, it’s sore! Yet now I have to face it, But I can’t handle these thoughts. I HATE you for stopping me, I LIKE your arms for keeping me court. I HATE the fact you're gone, Out and away from my life. I HATED being in that cell. That hell, With my cravings for a knife! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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