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[title] => I Cut Because,.....
[time] => 2004-07-04 00:37:11
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[bodytext] => I cut myself because of my lifes pain,
For all the depression, hurt shame and blame
I cut because I hate my life
I hate who I am, the way that I look,
My body, so ugly
I cut because i cant help those i love
I just hurt them, annoy and bother them
Im not a good friend
I cut because Im so messed up
I feel constantly guilty, paranoid
And have social anxiety
I make the cuts short, hardly deep
Hardly any blood will seep
A sharp pain is what i feel
But the pain inside will heal
At least for a while,....
So Im gonna go cry then die
Cause like sucks
Now I have to make more cuts.
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I Cut Because,.....
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willow_tara72002
on
Sunday, 4th July 2004 @ 12:37:11 AM in AEST
Topic:
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I cut myself because of my lifes pain,
For all the depression, hurt shame and blame
I cut because I hate my life
I hate who I am, the way that I look,
My body, so ugly
I cut because i cant help those i love
I just hurt them, annoy and bother them
Im not a good friend
I cut because Im so messed up
I feel constantly guilty, paranoid
And have social anxiety
I make the cuts short, hardly deep
Hardly any blood will seep
A sharp pain is what i feel
But the pain inside will heal
At least for a while,....
So Im gonna go cry then die
Cause like sucks
Now I have to make more cuts.
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Re: I Cut Because,.....
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by SpreadYourWings on
Sunday, 4th July 2004 @ 12:48:26 AM AEST
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"I cut because i cant help those i love
I just hurt them, annoy and bother them
Im not a good friend
I cut because Im so messed up"
I have been a cutter for roughly 5 months now. These lines i put in quotations are basically the reasons why. I hope you can find the courage someday to be free of this addiction, as i know it is difficult to end it.
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Re: I Cut Because,.....
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by bobotheclown on
Sunday, 4th July 2004 @ 01:37:18 AM AEST
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a beautiful, honest, heartbreaking poem. I have been a cutter for the past 2 1/2 years and I know what its like to feel alone and like your worthless. However, u must be strong and live for the good days I am now starting to see the light and one day you WILL as well. Just hang in there and keep on writing like this I hope it heals you like it does me.
Bobo (Joel) |
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Re: I Cut Because,.....
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by behind_green_eyes on
Sunday, 4th July 2004 @ 03:31:35 AM AEST
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I'm shocked to see so many people who can honestly say they are cutters.... I myself have been for about a year... for basically the same reasons. I know how it feels to feel.. well, worthless really. I've found that if I stop and write it really helps... I've cut back considerably since I started penning my feelings instead of cutting at them.
I wish I could say that everything would be fine and you'll get over it, but unfortunately being a cutter is in a lot of cases something that lasts a very long time. I hope you find the strength and courage to realize that you can't be perfect, you can only be you and that your pain will go away when you are happy with yourself. Do what you can to make YOU happy, don't worry so much about the other people.
This was a great write... Keep up the good work!
Oddly, I'm glad to know there are other people out there that feel this way!
^_^ ...Cat... ^_^ |
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Re: I Cut Because,.....
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by 01_zanzebar on
Sunday, 4th July 2004 @ 05:57:57 AM AEST
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Ive never seemed to ever want to cut myself, even though i act more childish than most 14 year olds, ive never been that stupid around people, a few of my friends cut themselves and that was cos of poor self image cos they thought that they where been bastards, when they wernt, but cos they cut themselves, there were been bastards, so my word of advice to you is
DONT DO IT |
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Re: I Cut Because,.....
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by pixie on
Sunday, 4th July 2004 @ 05:59:48 AM AEST
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Hi.... I was a cutter for 8 years, I fpound the courage through love to stop doing it.... one day YOU will also find the courage , it will take abit of time, but it is worth the wait....
pixie xx
great write, |
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Re: I Cut Because,.....
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by PieceOfABrokenSoul on
Monday, 5th July 2004 @ 02:45:03 PM AEST
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| I'm also a cutter, i've been doing for the last year or so. I cut because I have nothing better in life. My one love hates as do all my old friends. Now I just sit in my room writing, crying, and cutting. I hope you have more strength than I do and make it through it. Unfortunatly, I don't know how much longer I'll last. I've lost so many friends in death and my own mistakes and now I have none and my family hates me so wtf do i have to live for? |
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