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[sid] => 54609
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I broke my last education, and lost 6 months.
[time] => 2004-07-03 05:35:24
[hometext] => Just some thoughts of what happened at my school before Helenswood. It talks to alot of diferent people i know, but i've tried to make it not too cofusing, sorry if it still is. i put this up as a warning for if you're going to beat someone up.
[bodytext] => There’s enough in me, To make me kill me. It’s unnoticeable to you, family, So it’s only natural to disagree. But I’ll cut the bull, And give it to you straight. My life is full, Of pain driven steaks. Through my brain. So if you can see me as I am. I’d like to ask how? You only see one side. The one they call a “cow”. Mum, dad, you don’t live, With in my head too. So you never really see me, Do you? You just see you daughter, Rising up. Loosing her temper, And letting fists punch. So go on then! Tell everyone I’m really good. But everyone knows I’m not! Down to my lovely childhood! Your fake fantasies won’t lie for you. Wake up! They’ll only die beside you! They turned you down. You said I was misunderstood. You fought with their frowns. While I fought under my hood… So I got back from school, And went into my home. I was in care at the time. I almost got removed! my school gave up on me, my life was drained, my fosters parent went nuts! i wasn't loved, i was hated!!! ___________________________________ Over a year has passed, And you had the last laugh. My life broke. It drained my hope. I had to punch you, To gain back my self-respect. But what I didn’t know, Was the rest, I’d get! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 207 [topic] => 65 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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