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[sid] => 54363
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => THE WORDS OF “YOUR” LITTLE GIRL!
[time] => 2004-07-01 10:20:44
[hometext] => Scarred truth, from your scarred LITTLE girl! truth hurts doesn't it? so don't ask me to forget.
[bodytext] => Silence brings me a happy world. I love the no noise; I’m a no noise girl. When you’re around, I have no peace. I’m locked around echoes, which never cease. Many times, I’ve asked my little request. Could you please be silent, and leave my mind at rest? But I’m only told, to not complain. So I put my hood up, but I can’t close my brain. Up in my room, it’s a whole different story, I write and cut and fulfill my glory. But while I’m down here, some ones always round. And then that’s where my problem is found. I’ll sit and live, to find I can’t think straight. So I go in the garden, but noise speaks with no rate. There’s just always, a loud passé. I can always hear it, night or day. Maybe I think about it, right over the top. Maybe I should relax, let my thoughts stop. But the thing is I can’t, with all this loudness around. So please grant me this! So I can sleep sweet and sound. So I can edit out the nightmares, from my brain. ‘Coz frankly while there’s echoes, it’s leaving a stain. Maybe it’s not your fault, and there’s some thing wrong with me. I just no I often feel distraught, and that you never see! ‘Coz you’re so caught, up in your “noisy” life. Love you do give, but it’s not whole, and I don’t feel right! And these are the words, of YOUR little girl. Only I’m not little! I’m 14 years old. Why can’t you ever notice, if I’m feeling hurt. Why do you expect me to feel good, when I can only feel like dirt? Don’t expect great things in me! My brain doesn’t work… Don’t expect me to be happy! I’m numb… I’m stupid! I’M HURT. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 21 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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