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[aid] => mick
[title] => Detained Under Mental Health Act Again!
[time] => 2004-06-27 09:33:21
[hometext] => This is what happened yesterday as a result of me running away! It has many solid reasons why I’ll HATE the police for for-ever! This is long though, sorry. Without the detail, I’ve spoken about most of what happened.
[bodytext] => Well here I am, Back at home. I’m up in my bedroom, All alone. I’m feeling sleepy, Feeling dead. But I’m not completely lifeless, ‘Coz there’s pain in my head. I ran away yesterday, Where’s the big deal? I wondered the streets for a bit, Then slit, ‘Coz I couldn’t heal. So I went and sat on a bench, Until the noise of others over-whelmed me. So I went up on a roof, My blood still dribbling free. And then I stayed up there for hours, Watching the world below. I WASN’T GOING TO JUMP!!! I just needed some time on my own. So **** security was called! And then the police too. And I was hand cuffed so tight, That both my hands went blue! They squeezed my arms so much! I was yelling at them to stop. And they were just ignoring me! And then were yanking me up, When I fell or dropped. They dragged me down 5 flights of stairs, I could barely walk. They were shouting to not be so stupid! Using full on aggression when they talked. Then, under the “Act of Mental Health”, I was detained! It 7 hours in a police cell. And I was Several times restrained!!! Until I had no strength! And my head was starting to pound. Until my cuts were bleeding again. And the world was spinning around. They had 2 female coppers searching me. And 2 males to keep me still. And then another 2 males at the door! I was squeezed until I felt ill. Then that was it… They all went away. And I had 4 long hours alone. Suffering with my brain! I searched my pockets, With the camera watching me. And found a sharp bit of plastic. So I scratched, but I couldn’t bleed! Then I was taken out at 10pm. And taken to a room, I’ve been in before. There was a social worker and 2 physiatrist doctors. And they kept on asking why I feel so raw. … After we’d spoken, they said to go back in my cell But I didn’t want to go! So they squeezed my neck so I couldn’t breath! Then restrained me, Then left me on my own! I lay chocking on my cell bed. Then in front of the camera I went for my wrist. Just a little cut, But deep enough. But when they came back in, They didn’t care! I hadn’t hit the vein, It was just swollen, with a big tare! I was told, I was going home. That some coppers would drive me there. But I didn’t want to go, And have to face my family’s glares! Then some coppers were called. To restrain me into the car. So I said “fine! I’ll walk.” Because I don’t want more bruising to add to my scars. I was taken back here, At 1am today. Mum don’t look impressed, But she hasn’t much to say. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 32 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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