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[sid] => 53840
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Me
[time] => 2004-06-26 21:18:25
[hometext] => I've turned into a vain, selfish, pathetic loser.
[bodytext] => Want to feel numb. Smell like incense or sweet, like lotion. So he has helped me be beautiful. Radiance is a quality now and vanity and a special lust for attention ability to type without looking; Vain tears, vain blood. I love him. Not what I asked for. When I say I'm fat do I mean I'm fat? Not searching for compliments because when people say I am thin I squirm. This sucks and I am a *****. Degrade me hit me, beat me kick me Rape me and throw me into a ditch. Do not kill me. I need this torture and this ugliness to visit my powder-white face. Lust, Used. I want to feel used, I want to find a fault, an excuse, or a loophole. but all I get is this vanity and self pity. is it really that bad? Oh god. The worst. Absolute. Oh no [comments] => 1 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Suz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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