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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Tired
[time] => 2004-06-26 15:51:48
[hometext] => this is about the way i've felt for almost... 3 1/2 yearz.....
[bodytext] => I am tired of feeling a failure. I am tired of being labled something that I’m not. I don’t want to cry anymore. And I don’t want to care. I am tired of waiting for something that won’t happen. I am tired of wanting you by my side when I feel alone. I don’t want to wait anymore. And I don’t want to love. I am tired of pressing this razor against my skin. I am tired of causing pain to myself and others. I don’t want to hurt anymore. And I don’t want to feel. I am tired of bleeding for various reasons. I am tired of living the way I do. I don’t want to breathe. And I don’t want to be here. I am tired of being tired all day. I am tired of isolating myself all the time. I don’t want to feel lonely. And I don’t want to be by myself. I am tired of not letting anyone get too close. I am tired of shutting people out. I don’t want to be afraid anymore. And I don’t want to feel fear. I am tired of living in heartbreak over you. I am tired of dreaming we will be together once again when I don’t think it will happen. I don’t want to want you. And I don’t want to love you anymore. Because I’m tired of this game called a life [comments] => 2 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 48 [informant] => bloodiclowntearz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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