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[sid] => 53326
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Where To Next?
[time] => 2004-06-23 09:37:26
[hometext] => Written about month ago, i think. i wish i could just stay to quiting and stop giving in to my cravings... but i haven't done it now for a week last night. i'm really pleased!
[bodytext] => Where to next? Should I stick around? I won’t kill myself, I just can’t seem to stand my ground. I feel so insecure, I’m being eaten by the darkness. I can’t seem to find a cure, Unless I pierce my-self with sharpness… BUT THAT I WON’T DO! ‘Coz I’m not giving in this time! I’m not going back to being broken, To being fragile, with a twisted mind! I’m trying to be better, Leave that world behind, When I get hurt, things break! I’m sick of living this life! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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