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[sid] => 52332
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[aid] => mick
[title] => This is for you, you know who you are
[time] => 2004-06-17 03:47:39
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[bodytext] => My eyes are swollen My head is spinning My mind says one thing but my heart is winning I cant do this anymore I cant take the pain Of waking up another day Without you here again I dont know why I still love you When you treat me this way Cause every bit of happiness i get You soon will take away I have mascara running down my face From all the tears That I cry But I cant turn to no one you all turn a blind eye You dont see whats going on in here Whats going on or what I feel I wake everyday hoping this aint real You may laugh at The way I act You may laugh at stuff i've said But trust me soon you wont be laughing You wont be laughing when im dead Watch my blood start to run cold My eyes will cry one last time And all because I fell in love Which seems the biggist crime I hope your happy when im gone Which im sure you will be cause then you can be with her Without the thought of ditching me my writting probably makes no sense mixed up feelings start to flow And I just wanna say goodbye Before its time to go I should have died years ago the day I watched my mum die But instead I thought about Giving life a try I have the pills to hand Take them one by one I will talk you through my actions as each one is done My eyes are hazy My body is breaking My heart is slowing My tummy is aching I think im drifting in and out I feel sleepy but awake Im just waiting patiently For my last breath to break I can see my mum now She has come to take me home To a land called heaven Where I am free to roam Life is really great up here Theres lots of things to do And the best bit about it Is I can still see you Im there when your sleeping If you feel cold chills then its me Maybe this is a better way For me and you to be Wait somethings happening theres a beat my heart makes Whats going on Oh im awake It was all a dream I never really died Well thats not compleatly true Cause I already died inside But this is just a taster For the future, to look ahead Be carefull how you treat me Cause im serious bout being dead You know who you are So when your read this im sure That you will take some notice now you know whats instore [comments] => 2 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 36 [informant] => lil_angel_eyes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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