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[aid] => mick
[title] => Saine Or Not To Be
[time] => 2004-06-14 10:28:34
[hometext] => Sometimes I would rather travel thru the B'ardo
[bodytext] => I close Close my eyes And fall Fall away ____________ My eyes witness beauty My teeth bite my lip Silence on... I try not to slip But when I lose Who I am All else becomes quietly insaine As I splash around inside my brain Trying to regain A little bit of the sun I try But intoxication makes for strange options While losing faith By being a strange me again So I turn me off Trying not to fall fall asleep For the way I am All drowsy and lame Self curroded and tamed I hate it when I got to reframe But this insaine game Is the only way To show them I am saine _____________ Saine and tired Black and white Once I was on fire And sailed into the night Forty-nine days I fought myself Playing weird game Trying to understand The simplicity of things ____________ Only here I act as not a fool Only here Do I hate control Only here I am better But I hate me So This is my home But I feel alone Can't be a fool I hate control This is my home My flesh and bones All misread For lack of sun ____________ I close Close my eyes And fall Fall away To that place inside my head Where I'm most waking when I'm dead I witness Witness preccious Goddesses And clamp my vivid thought I shut my mouth And bite my tongue I lose myself In order to tune my mind I lose myself For the order of not being a fool I lose myself And I hate control I lose myself And I pass you by No witness to me I hate control But I love my home This time Even if I must venture by myself Thru this weakend silouett [comments] => 2 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 61 [informant] => rhei76 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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