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[sid] => 51756
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => MY LAST STRUGGLE
[time] => 2004-06-13 16:45:38
[hometext] => MY SUICIDAL PATH...
[bodytext] => i hate those who dont know my life, ***** one knows my true past nor who i am.. underneath the many layers i wear there is a true human being in me... as i sat in my bed i realized life is indeed a biach... i started re-living everything...all the torments that had haunted my soul for many years.... all the agony i had to go through... all the tears i shed... all the lonelly nights where i cried myself to sleep no one to cry on no shoulder to help me from becoming insane..... no one to call on n tell em i need help.... up till today where i found u... u changed my life...took me from my suicidal phase for this i own u my life...for if u didnt do what u did id be 6ft under.... there isnt a day i dont thank god for having u in my life... u not onli my friend...u my lover my parter..the person i lye on to confide n put all my trust on i keep nothing from you...nothing at all u know my darkest secrets and never shove em up my a**... u know whatd its like to be alone.... n i know what its like to not having anyone indeed....for this im grateful... grateful to god for givin u to me.. lily....i dont know what id do without u... ive never thanked u from stopping me from cutting my wrists....now i do... i thank u for ur love n concern....for ur trust n for ur understanding.... u are the most precious gift any human being could ask for....n for this i owe u my LIFE [comments] => 2 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 55 [informant] => oneteartofellpain [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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